Sunday, December 10, 2006
@ 3:32 PM
Im back!!!! That was fast as compared to my past records hahaz....well i "nothin"to do cuz waitin for my mum to finish her ironing so we can go out...shop!!! hahaz but in actual fact, theres tons for me to do, just dun wanna settle down n do...u can say im procrastinating. but i don't wantto think so much on such a great sunday hahaz cuz let me fan on wkdays ba =)
ytd was sat. n svc was great! as pst Kong wason mission trip so pst Tan preached ytd. i can say that both pst Kong n Tan have diff ways of praching, but their msg are always worth listening and its always relevant to the present, to our lives. I learnt lots...n one of them is not to procrastinate, to say 'not yet', 'i can wait till tomorrow, nxt wk, nxt yr....n so on...but actually u never noe wat will happen tml, or even e nxt sec....i can say i keep procrastinating bout my tuts...ya i shouldnt...but wat i wanna say is that there are so many things i want to do yet i keep saying 'it's no rush'...i want to have closer friendships, mend friendships, have closer ties with my relatives, to plan for the future, to have an inkling of wat course i wan to take when i go to the U....n many many more...but somehow, i keep thinkin that things now are juz fine, theres no need to rush, it'll all be all rite....as the chinese saying goes--chuan dao qiao tou zhi ran zhi-- but then, if u never step out of ur comfort zone how are these things gonna happen??? relationships cant get better, it cant mend simply juz letting the things stay as they are...without a cause, there'll be no consequences...if we take it the good way, without u taking the first step to say 'im sorry', 'thank you for all these help', 'i appreciate u', the other party will not noe how u feel, or that u really are grateful for the person, how important the person is to u...
indeed, ytd msg was great =) but 1 sad thing was i cant pay attention to newsboys, the band that came..cuz was on duty... i realize smt ever since i joined ministry...its not to take things for granted..last time b4 i was in ministry, it seems like i juz cant wait for svc, cuz its always great n always will lift my spirits, somehow i always leave the church feelin so happy...but then the bulletins, the chairs, the organisation of each svc, the music, the praise, the worship, i learnt to really treasure them cuz those things happen n is there because there are people behind it doin them, preparing them, sacrifice their time...i really learnt to love those short fellowship sessions b4 the service, cuz its not every wk i'll be with my cg, not every wk i can talkto them, fellowship with them....esp now that we have multiplied, its not the same animore...but still, its a good thing to be in ministry, doing work for God =) ...i noe sometimes i complain about it alot...but actually without it, i wun feel so much a sense of belonging to chc, wun learn that these things should not be taken for granted, that sometimes when u sacrifice, esp for the house of God, for God's kingdom, you will reap more, u will learn more. Indeed, when we sow in tears, we will reap in joy!!!! so even now as we give sow our finances, out time, God will surely give us a hundredfold, a thousandfold more!!
thats all for now cuz my mum finish ironing le hahaz....
p.s.those photos taken with mr tan at bugis long ago can be found at www.flickr.com/photos/mich_click/ really sorri that i took such a lont time to post it heez....sorry ...guess i shoundnot hav procrastinated that time hahaz
ciao
---i loVe ur HouSe itS where uR gLoRy dwElls--