Sunday, December 17, 2006
@ 10:48 AM
Yups im back in action... hahaz...
a few days ago i was on the bus n there was nothin else to do apart from sleeping but to think....n i was thinking about brains....we're only using like wat 3%??? of our brain for average ppl??? something like that n if ur using 6% ur're a genius??? my figures may be wrong but u get where im headin..(i hope)....well then i was thinking bout our talents, our gifts...God has given each n every1 a measure of talents n gifts, but are we using all 100%??? or only 40-50%??? or even lesser?? many dun even grasp ur own talents, the extent of wat we are actually capable of....kinda like me, i still haven really find where exactly my talents lies, wat im actually capable of doing...if im stretched, wat would become of me?? like rubber band and can withstand the pull??or would i be like a fagile glass that when im banged to a corner i break?? i believe i can do much more, my abilities have not fully develop or rather i have not bothered to discover my true self before....sometimes i feel like im lost in the world, juz rushing along the flow of life but not really resisting n tryin to find my own path...like in the passage of our chi tb--the last chinatown, the author said that he was juz walking along to where the crowd pushed him to...the pace of life may be so fast that im juz following along...but its time to stop, to think of where ur heading, to really pave out path that is yours not any1 else cuz every1 is unique, no 2 person is the same. u have different talents, different thresholds, different personality. Life is not juz about studyin when ur a student, working when ur an adult, caring for ur child when ur a mother, playing with ur grandhildren when ur old...but truly is about the processes, wat u have achieved, not academically but emotionally, mentally, spiritually, wat u can do to change this world or someone's life with wat u have, its about the people around u, the relationships, the frienships. Life is worth the living for...if its not juz routin, juz surviving.
Another way of looking at the % is how much are u tapping on God?? 30%? 40%?? 90%??? God can do miracles, He has so much power, but are u tapping on the spirit?? or are u juz doin things by uself, for urself?? if ur able to walk with the holy spirit, to know of its prompting and guiding, u can do so many more things, u can really shine like wat God wans u to do, to be the salt of the earth and the light of the world( Matt5:13-14). Cuz God promises that we are to be the head n not the tail, above and not be beneath (Deut 28:13). so walk in God's righteous ways, do all things for God's kingdom, be faithful to the little little things.
well all talk n no action is really meaningless hahaz...so i hope that i will have the determination to do something ya!!! hahaz =)
----all i desire is You---