painting my dreams

Monday, January 01, 2007

@ 12:32 AM

HaPPiiiEEE NNeeeeeWWWWWWWWWW YEAR!!!!!

today marks the start of the new year, the start of my new sch life, the start of lots of happiness, sadness, disappointments, surprises n more....well, in a way, im lookin forward to the new year n wa it can bring, but im also apprehensive n scared n not willing to let go of my holidays...heex..left 1 and 23/24 days of holiday le...super fast n theres still a ton of work left for me to do....argghhhh!!!!!

But apart of tut, lets recap today hahaz....actually i juz reached home, at bout 12.26a.m. after watchin it was great...but sad that L have to sacrifice himself like that. but it was forthe greater good,forthe life of others. As i write this, i tot bout Jesus, about how He sacrificed His life for all of us although He was sinless, was perfect, He was, and still is! L was a genius, fighting for justice, however, because of kira, of Light(=Kira),he chose to give up his life....for a sinful person such as Light, for the other people living out there..even for those who were rooting for Kira. n as for Light's father, he had to give up his only son, he had to be the one who catch his son, to look at him being shot and not be able to do anything about it....God is also willing to sacrifice His one n only begotten son, Jesus Christ, to die on the cross...for all of us....well i may make it sound spiritual, but i strongly believe its true. God is there for us, if we choose to believe in Him, He will indeed give us eternal life, not on earth, but in heaven, a wonderful place that no one can truly comprehend...we each may have our own believes, our own mindset, our own stubborn stand of something, but sometimes, its really a step of faith, a step out of ur mind's limit,,,to really know something thats so much greater, so much more powerful. No one can fathom God's ways, but He is indeed there. Many may not believe it, but jux open ur heart, n let the love og God touch u cuz He'll always be knocking on the door of ur heart...n when that happens,open those doors and u'll see n experience so much more that u never know before...

In this new year, i commit each n every thing to God's mighty hands, for i brlieve He'll guide me in everything i do...i may still make mistakes, i may still stumble and fall, i'm not perfect, but i believe God's hands will be there to catch me, He will be there to comfort me, in all that i do wrong, He'll forgive me.

Even as the clock is ticking, the second hand is moving into the new year, may u continue to be blessed, n may u find the path that is truly urs to walk on. All the best to every1 n i really hope hearts will be open =) a new year, a new beginning. even as 1 chapter of ur life closes, another one opens. A book of 2006 is finished, but the author(=U) opens up the new book of 2007 to write in, to record of all the events, the decisions, the achievments, the mistakes, the falls, the courage, the faith, the changes...n so much more. Ur life book is for u to write, and no one else.

Be blessed=) n a HAppy New YeAr!!!

---sing a new song---

-when the oceans rise and thunders roar-

--i be still and know u are God--