Hahaz...im back once again...so maybe some of u out there wun complain that im a pest hahaz...kiddin lar...

well, i dunno how to say it but me results are real terrible in my whole entire life...heez...though ive not gotten all the subjects back yet, i dun really have a good feelin n from my chem n math results u can see that its really really bad hahaz....though i kinda expected it, but stilll........i do have alot if sad feelings bout it...so wat else can i do? wat more can i do?? but to really renew myself in Christ Jesus, to renew my strength n refresh myself to continue to battle on, to walk finish this trying and relentess journey of studying....discipline is indeed the key word....first u start out with the motivation, the hype n interest in smt new, then it wears off, u get tirerd n u have to rely on discipline to carry on,...n ultimately when i run finish this race, i wanna be able to thank God n to glorify Him with my results, so here i stand (not literally though cuz im sitting on a chair now..haha) in the face of 3 more months looking at this tall tall mountain, im saying to it "move!" n with God's grace n faith in Him, this overtowering mountain shall move n be cast into the sea!!!

hahaz...today started out with ds, with a reflection of wat season are we in...thats something worth thinking about....cuz for different seasons, u have to do different things, to prepare different things. like in the natural realm, when winter approaches, u have to get ready the thick warm sweaters n jackets, u have to switch on the heaters, keep urself warm. but, if say, summer arrives, u juz gotta tear all ur clothes n have a good swim in the cool shiok water...so likewise, wats ur season now?? n wat do u have to do?? wat do u have to prepare??? not the material things of clothes n food, but ur heart, ur thinking, ur soul, ur spirit....wat are u doin to allow u to have the power and ability to survive and emerge the victor in this season? there is indeed time for everything, but God is the Lord of all time n all ur life, so even if we're struggling rite now, in a dilemma rite now, in a lost state rite now, lets look to HIm for guidance n direction for God is in ALL ur seasons!!!

went for Dr Richard Roberts healing service n it was GREAT!! =) short n sweet. tears n joy. healed n saved.

then it was BBQ!! hahaz n celebratin of adeline's bday...but sad to say , we didnt throw her into the pool this time round, unlike the other time...a little bummer hahaz...but it was great seeing all my cousins again...ive realize im kinda isolated frm them hahaz...maybe its cuz lang barrier??.lol neh..its more of i never always spend time with them....so yup lets all strive for long lastin stable relationships ya!!!