ive juz realized something....
my com's speaker is giving me problems hahaz
but that was not the initial thing i realized...
i realized how powerful blogs are....be it blogspot, lifejournal or wateva (not the drink though)
it has the power to spread alot of things -good, bad, edification, criticism
it also has the power to reveal things that normally one will not see or notice

we dun noe another'sperson's schedule, but through blogs, u can see their emotion chain throughout the day, the things they do, the milestones in their life...it may be real, it may be not, it may be humbled, it may be exagerated....but ultimately it reflects the person....wat they write about, wat they think about...

not only that, blogs can also reveal alot of things to u, some u may find pleasing, some u find shocking, some disheartening, it depends on if ur the first or third person viewing it...i dun really noe how to put wat im thinkin into words but thats as far as i can get... dun belittle someone's or something's power, u never really noe how strong he/she/it is until they finally showhand...

yup...now for the more upbeat stuff...hahaz im veri super duper happy that i'm able to attend for all the SOTM up till now n i really hope i can attend it all the way till the finale in 2 sept!!! haha cant wait!!! i'm really blessed by the each and every message n its really like an x-ray machine...scanning through my whole life, how i behave, how i think, it showed me that wat i tot was acceptable and permissable may actually not be right in a christian's life...indeed, i've come to realize im imperfect in many many ways n perfect in not a single way...sad to say, say to confess, but through out my whole 17 years of life, knowing God since i can remember, i dun actually walk in the light of Jesus completely....there are times where i hide, i take a step back, i turned sideways...but ultimately, i still turn back to God. despite that, i still hope that i can really walk in the light of Jesus every day, everytime, every step, and not once will i falter...indeed let go and let God, let God increase and i decrease!!!