its been a long time since i've updated this blog....
well....i've juz finish rewritting my gp essay---can we rely on science and technology to solve our environmental problems?? hahaz n one thing i did not realise during my prelims was that there are 2 important contentions in this qn----can we rely on S&T, and also solving env probs....then as i write this, i realised there may be more then one contention in our lifes, or in that particular situation....there may be other solutions to the problem, other ways/ perspective of looking at the problem, there may be other people wanting to help you to solve the problem, yet you dun see it cuz ur too focused on one area....well like me, i onli focused on the solving the env part n neglected the can we rely part...as a result, i did not do well for my essay...thus this goes to show if you only focus on one part of your essay qn or rather only on one part of your life and neglect the rest of the things and people around you, you'll not live a full, meaningfel life...your life would be like what the teacher wrote in my essay--limited understanding of the question....oh well...

n i realised one other thing, writing a blog has one advantage...hahaz that as i write i'll reflect on things that are happening in my life and how i can learn from all the events and things in my life...i suppose life is too fast paced that i dun really reflect on things...sad to say though...reflection should be a habit... hm...

well...wat should i say>?? im not gonna talk bout my results cuz its disappointing....not gonna moan bout it here...lol hm....ok...gotta say i need discipline...i've been saying that like from dunno when...but well... its really something difficult to cultivate, esp in the areas of studyin...i've been trying to do that ever since secondary sch n it doesnt seem sucessful to me....
so there are a few things i muz do:

1)set up a PRACTICAL study timetable
2)FOLLOW the timetable CLOSELY...ha
3)study study study
4)stop procrastinating
5)face my devils/nemesis---namely math
6)do well ---i'll say very well---for my a levels =)

hahaz well oh well....
i realised something else...haha..told you as i write i'll reflect so this is another one hahaz....Jesus Christ rose Lazarus up from the dead but yet before that, He delayed in going to see him....this was so that others may see the glory and power of God and know that Jesus Christ is the Messiah as lazarus was raised from the dead.....well...it struck me that yes, we do have a purpose in everything, even in waiting. Jesus will come at the right time and not earlier or later, so no matter how much u worry and ask Him to help u, He'll only do so at the right time to fulfil a certain purpose. Thus, we should not overly worry about what comes tomorrow or what has already past, but trust in God, have faith that God will never forsake you though u may not see Him at this instance when u ask for His help. Also, there is a purpose in waiting. If Mary n Martha did not wait for Jesus Christ to come, the jews would not also be there to wait for His miracle. Through waiting, we may be able to see more, know more. Through waiting, it'll also stretch our capacity to trust in God. And even as God ask u to wait, will u juz sit there n mourn and do nothing? Or will u use the waiting time wisely? we may have to wait, but it doesnt mean we cant do any thing else, we can continue to work hard, to evangelise, to serve others...so i realised, even as i wait, i should not be stagnant,but to the the rest of the things to my best ability =)

ah well thats bout it i need do other things..and go sleepppp....the weather so nice to sleep in oh well....