anyway just had the sudden urge to blog rite now (or maybe cuz i wanna slack from studying jap... havin my first intermediate class today and i haven revised!!! i kinda threw everything out of the window after the E2 test...lol) im just sitting here in my room surfing the net and updating forecast and thought its time to blog bout something...though i dun really know what i wanna blog about...so lets just flow! hahahz

ooh im so satisfied by our efficiency yesterday...met Sophia and Jon to do the ushers' christmas gifts and we managed to finished all 32 books!! hahaz amazing!  fast work too...so didnt have to meet up today again to do hahaz then walked to rocher to eat/drink beancurd... =) and the youtiao was like super oily but awesome nontheless...and then...spend money cabbing home with Sophia again =( super expensive! goodness! cant carry on like this man hahaz

and going back in time somemore....mon's fellowship was great! (or is it ike tuesday morning?? haha) met cg for rehearsal at SMU for our first ever drama production! had lots of fun acting and laughing hahaz! after that left SMU to go find Qiaofen at city hall...then somehow randomly or unrandomly, Qiao ru, Kangning, Clar, Shengda and myself decided to go have a drink ahhaz at Balcony @ Heren....lol thz SD for the treat!! it was great fellowship as we discussed bout ch, our appreciation etc...bringing christ into culture? it was quite amusing to find ourselves discussing bout church while drinking volka and rum lol.... but had some great n interesting ideas...NEW 9 / NUI NAI lol ok those who dun know what im talking bout can consult us lol =) just spend the night and morning at Balcony, at 4am ++ decided to order some food! potato wedges with cheese and fish with potato wedges! NICE NICE!! then at bout 5 plus we decided to walk down to city hall to catch the morning train...as we walked along somerset, douby gaut and city hall we just sang praise & worship songs haaha then went bras pasah mac to have breakfast....but we were like too full so just had milo ... and i was like early morning got ppl there... after that went home and i immediately zonned out ...

met qiaoru, kangning, and clar like 10 - 11 hours later for prayer meeting at jw with pastor... prayer meeting was really good! and 2009, lets focus:

1) building an altar for God (placing God first)

2) building a tent (family)

3) digging wells (ministry)

as the year come to an end... i realize i wanna really renew my walk with God, i dun wanna stay so passive anymore... but really take the initiative and to really seek God, not just in times of need but really every single day, every minute, with every decision, i wanna seek God first. Its really time to put God first...its so easy to push Him behind my everyday schedule-studying, sch, friends... that sometimes i feel like im just me...but thats wrong, i have God with me, as long as im willing to seek Him, i will find Him, as i knock, it will be open, as i ask, it will be given... but first i must take that first step to seek Him...i wanna always grow in my walk with God not baby steps, not grudgingly but walking in faith, walking in the light of God, always shining for Him....

Also, i wanna do more for my family, curb my temper, be more patient and to help out around the house and not just a lazy couch potato... i wanna share my mother's burden and not add to it... 

As for ministry, i really wanna be able to impact lives and really be an inspiration to others. and to be a good leader to my team...hm...i should really do more to bond the ppl together. okay gotta think bout it... =) 

2009, a new chapter is being open as 2008 closes. its time to rise up and embrace the visions and dreams God has given us. to really do something and not just wait, waiting for something to happen... 2008 has been a year of new breakthroughs and stepping out of my comfort zone, let 2009 be where even greater breakthroughs are seen and where i can conquer the unknown.. like what pst Tan had shared, i may not know the whole picture, i may not know what is gonna happen, but i have the faith and i trust in the Lord. with what i have right now, i will use and glorify God and whatever that i am suppose to do, i will do it with the spirit of excellence! 

so right now...with only 2 weeks left of 2008, i wanna make the best out of it..also make the best out of the rest of the holiday that i have hahaz =D and gotta go back to reading my jap otherwise ill be so dead later ... ciao

Lets be the church that is 

righteous and holy

faithful and true

a tower of refuge

the Light of the City

strengthens the weak

strong and mighty

-As HE is, so are we-