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Monday, March 09, 2009
@ 10:26 PM

FAN!

sometimes its really unfair how one accuses another when he/she never finds out the truth behind it. especially when you already accomplish what you have to despite all the late nights and stuff...yet, its because of some person who did not had a clear idea of organization resulted in the misconception that one didn't finish her share of the work...its really irritating when you have project groupmates like that... i'm boiling over soon esp when i should have used the time to study for my mid-term tml instead of doing the project! yucks!

oh well just wanna let go of some steam since i cant seem to concentrate on studying at the moment... had a real long day today from 8 - 6... managed to study for 3 hrs for tml's test with my self-declared break wahhaha! hopefully all goes well tml---for my midterms, south asia presentation (which i need not present since i presented the other day alreadi! woohoo~~~) and my social work presentation...which is still hanging there!!?

i think im getting careless.... not as alert and becoming complacent....this is really bad... i wanna find back the time when i may not know much but eager to learn more....sometimes knowing too much makes you think you know all when actually you don't... stupid careless mistakes  that i made...BUT i'm gonna learn from them and not make the same mistakes again! HOpefully! hahah I know i can do it! aja aja fighting! =)

well the sem is coming to end in another 1 month plus! hahah its really fast, how time can just fly past and you miss out on the little things that will make your day...the beautiful clouds, nice, cool weather, the times when you could get a seat in the train/bus when its suppose to be peak hour, little blessings from God that reminds me that He is there for me =)


there are times when i feel insecure
there are times i'm in despair
there are times when i feel like giving up
times when i feel im not up to it
times when i feel im such a failure
times when i feel that everybody and everything is against me
times when i feel that its no use pressing on...
BUT!
i know that You are faithful
even when we may be faithless
i know that You are always there to comfort me
even when im hiding away from You
i know that You are ready to take me back into your arms
even when im running the other direction and sadden You
i know that You see me worthy of Your sacrifice
even when i disappoint You time and again
i know You caledl me to build You a kingdom and gave me the ability to do it
even when i keep failing
You see me through and through
yet You still gave me the most precious gift of all
You still love me as Your child
still take me under Your wings
still shower me with Your love
still protect me and heal me from my hurts
still cheering me on 
Lord, you're still the same, yesterday, today, and forevermore

--i'm loved!--