finally a new skin hahahah just for the fun of it and cuz i have time to slack before getting ready to leave the house...
im right now using the desktop in the study room and i realized i've not used a desktop in like 5 months? hhahaha

a change of view and a change of things do bring out positive effects.. and since the only constant is change, we should really learn how to embrace it. we should learn to take up that challenge and learn to face it head-on. its never easy, its never simple, its never gonna be a smooth sailing ride, BUT, it can change you for the better if u choose it that way, it can bring u to greater heights, can propel u forward instead of running round and round at the same spot where there is movement but no progression. change is never a simple topic. even i don't liek change. im a very 'S' person. but i do know, change is not something to be overly fearful about, its not something that will go away if u just hide yourself or just refuse to acknowledge its presence. to face changes can be scary, it can reveal things u rather keep hidden, it can make u weak and make u realise you're not all that strong after all. but its then, that u learn to pick yourself up, learn to become better, learn that u can actually be stronger than what u are now, that u have true friends by your side who will stand by u, that u have a wonderful God whom u can always lean on, whom u can always cry to, whom u can know is real and so ever loving through experience and through the molding of our relationship with God. so, don't run away from change, don't hide and try to wait it out. but embrace it and acknowledge it, then trust God and lean on God to help u overcome it.

and when change comes, when its rocky and trials seems to keep coming, don't blame it on people, don't blame it on God, don't even blame yourself for feeling hopeless or scared... but learn to change that experience to something positive, use that experience to grow even more. blame is not something that can explain things, its not a useful tool at all for trying to make yourself feel better... but rather, take away the blame, and in it, fill it with love and forgiveness. that is a better solution...

also, don't go round thinking ppl owe you something, because more often then not, you also owe them, and what's more, we owe God for His ever merciful love and patience. do unto others what u want others to do unto you. start to love others and care for them if you want them to do the same to you. when our leaders say something or try to disciple us, its for our own good. when they help us or try to find a solution with us, its cuz they love us. when they pray with us and listen to our problems, its cuz they wanna share the burden with us... all these is out of love, so don't take for granted what you have, don't take the ppl around u for granted... cuz at the end, if you take them and the things they do for granted, and then when you start blaming them or start being angry with them cuz u don't hear what you want to hear from them, or they don't do the things you want them to do, or they don't follow your every wishes, you are the one who will miss out on a good friend, you are the one who will feel all unhappy and irritated at the world for what is happening... and that is really sad. cuz life is worth living for.. this life that God has given us can be full of happiness and joy and blessings if u want it to be. God's promises are very real.

so choose your path today, do u wanna embrace change and love others and be grateful to people for what they are doing and be a happier and stronger person?