not asleep yet! haha

round 1A is over and i got my 2 econs mods! at a very high price! hiaz... next sem is gonna suffer! if i dun take honors, i suppose i can just bankrupt my acct next sem! hhaha oh well, 3 mods down, 2 more to go... and not forgetting the balloting of tutorials... if i wanna get a 3-day week, i gotta pray real hard i got those that fall on the 3 days i'm going to sch! hm...let's see how! haha

expectancy. i talked about being expectant and the virtues of things that are unexpected. and while i just daydream (or more specifically, slacking), it came to my mind that being expectant of things to come etc. is all well and good. but to be expectant on how another person should do or behave is still a thin thread to walk on. why? because to have healthy expectations is good. but when you continually expect someone to do things for you or to treat you the same way as before or to even cast your own beliefs and actions on people, and expect them to always do as you say, this is not such a good expectancy after all.

i dunno if im getting through, but what i wanna say is that, expect more from yourself rather than others. do unto others as you want others to do unto you.

ok... been blogging one post too many these few days! haha i'm actually amazed by my ability to blog so much! hahaha it's quite entertaining really. been posting abt faith and stuff and i realized that if i've not pen it down somewhere, i wouldn't have thought so much abt it and i wouldn't have actually tell myself or remind myself that hey, faith in God is really important and character building through trials can be a positive experience. meditation is indeed useful. meditation in the word of God is definitely worthwhile. sometimes, i still need to convince myself of this! haha! but since i have a habit of reading my old posts once in a while to evaluate how life has been and how i've grown and to remind myself of somethings i've realized, its good to have so many encouraging messages and thought-provoking posts to let my future self reflect and think and to be encouraged by them.

why on earth am i saying all these? am i trying to convince myself to post more? lol!

and why on earth am i talking to myself via blogging? haha!

oh, but really for me, blogging is really just for me to pen down some stuff and to waste some time... so yups, i'll see where all these will go... its good to drive my creative juices too! haha and let my slacking brain do some work and thinking! ^^