ok i'm being really random! loL!

anyway, 2 of the midterms has passed.. hip hip hooray! and 1 more to go! plus all my projects and assignments! speaking of which, i need to remember to do my reading journal! an interesting midterm i had on mon morning! apparently, my lecturer did not print enough scripts or otherwise, the printer ate up some of the scripts! so had to start the exam 40 mins late to print more copies. the good thing was that it started late since i reached there like 5 mins late! haha 8am in the morning... goodness! another awesome thing is that the lecturer scrapped part 2 of the paper, leaving us with only MCQs to do! hahaha made me a real happy girl on mon! lol! geo midterm on tue was more depressing in a way since i cant remember everything about political ecology, "terra nullius", possibilism and "manifest destiny". hope i write enough though...

studying so diligently the past few days made me proud of myself! BUT i'm currently procrastinating studying for my next paper! lazy me! ha! need to start reading the textbook... but i can say that my mnb lecturer is really nice and friendly and funny and naggy! haha he actually said thank you to me after tut for no rhythm or reason... and if he ends the tut on time, he'll continue to chat with us and not let us go for the next lesson... haha and my geo lecturer actually gave us hari raya gifts! amazing! i think i'm really blessed this sem (except for transport! lol! but i cant possibly have everything! haha) with nice lecturers :D thank you God!

i met this wierd chinese lady earlier today. she was at the voiddeck asking ppl to help her translate something from chinese to eng. me being someone who finds it hard to say no actually went forward to see if i can help... but! i realized what she wanted me to translate was a letter. a breakup letter. and her chinese was chimalogy with all the difficult adjectives about how disappointed and irked she is. in the end, i declined helping her as i doubted my abilities to translate properly not fully understand the chinese she wrote.

but it led me to think about how trustable was she... or was she really in her right mind? it was pretty scary sitting there listening to her narrating her letter with those words that described her feelings... especially when she's a stranger...anyway, weirder things have happened.

sometimes i really don't understand how people think. they can sometimes be so stubborn in their own thoughts and assumptions that it becomes so skewed. yet, they stubbornly refuse to change their mindset nor refuse to see that the problem lies with their own thinking. furthermore, when they start pointing fingers at other people, blatantly shifting the blame to others, unreasonably arguing that we should see it from their own perspective when it is actually not accurate or reliable, it becomes really irritating and ridiculous and it becomes pretty scary when someone gets overly possessive. and in the end, they are the ones who remains miserable, blaming the whole world but themselves, and worse of all, they lose a friend who was with them through rain or shine, a friend who actually sacrificed her time out for the person, a friend who can be trusted, a friend who goes the extra mile, a friend who forgives past mistakes, a friend who really loves them. i'm standing at the sidelines thinking that its really sad to be blinded by you own assumptions and stubborn beliefs that you refuse to think that u may be wrong. its even sadder if you choose to forgo a friend who has been there for others whom u only made acquaintance. oh well.

moving on to happier things.. ^^ dramas. found out mdwav 3 had an extended ending! haha just too bad its short and not all that happy... but still very satisfied and i think its gonna be one of my all time fav show! :D as for playful kiss, its getting better as the episodes go by... hopefully it'll end awesomely! and i'm waiting for my gf is a gumiho to be out! will then psycho my mum to buy. :P

.remind yourself of the precious memories once in a while and know that there is still hope and smiles.